Friday, March 9, 2007

Crazy....

These few days have been crazy.

-Maths lecture going at a trailblazing path. I am being burned by the flames. T_T

-Physics got 2 chapters still to catch up. Missed lecture at 9am today because of lack of sleep. T_T

-EE test later. Duno how they will ask also. Spent the last night looking thru tut solutions ans additional probs. Still dunt feel that confident. T_T

-CTW assignment due soon...have to complete it.

-SS is giving me headaches. It isnt fun when you are staying up late at night figuring out how to send a letter to the HR Dept of Motorola.

-Room in a mess. Have to clean it up after EE test today.

-Have been staring at the laptop for many hours...Feels like my shirtsightedness ( eh, where is that "o"? =.= )is getting worse..Have to check my eyes after this semester.

-Experiencing chronic sleepiness even tho my sleeping time is maximised. Maybe too tired.

BUSY!

Thursday, March 8, 2007

PGP.

Saw a few things in PGP.

-the term hosereel sounds and looks like hoser eel. Some more the spacing between the letters make it look even more so. hmm. Hosereel is like a reel of tape but its a hose. Correct. Hoser eel is an eel-like hose or a hose-like eel. Eh, sounds correct also nia. It means the same thing, lol.

-rubbish bin in the toilet is now a rubbish hill. Rubbish seems to have piled up overnight. Well, I am one of the one of those that moved and created that hill. Cant blame me cos my room is just a few footsteps away from the toilet. It isnt surprising when the nearest rubbush chute is another cluster away and 5 other guys in the same semi-cluster feel the same way too.

-the notice on the rubbish chute that says "Please dispose of your refuse here." makes me either wanna piss or shit into the chute. To me, refuse means what my body refuses, i.e in liquid or solid or semi solid form.

-had Cowhead milk recently. On the box wrote "Awarded Superbrands Singapore 2002/2003"....now wait a minute. It is 2002/2003 for goodness sake. Still dare to label it there. No wonder it doesnt taste so good. Farmhouse rocks and kicks Cowhead's ass.

Well, maybe the only benefit that I might gain after drinking a pack of Superbrands Singapore Cowhead milk is to be able to turn into Supercow.

Tuesday, March 6, 2007

i fell asleep suddenlyyy

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McThoughts

Here i am at McD's after discussing CTW assignment. finished our writing for recommendations just now.

Head is spinning due to a lack of sleep. I guess I have been awake for too many hours for consecutive days.

Kinda felt out of touch these few days.
It is as if 5b gathering only happens once in a blue moon.
Everyone is so busy.
Everyone is busy transforming from their cocoon into nerds.
And yes that includes me.
But the whole 5b gang seems to be putting on a disappearing act.
Most of them are busy. Programming, CTW...
I think I am going kinda insane alone , studying in my room.
Its not like I am not taking it easy, its not like I do not know how to relax, but when I am too cooped up in a small space of 9 meters squared for long periods of time, I just cant stand it.
Everywhere I look I see the 4 walls and the same old boring bookshelf in front of me. When I see books, I feel like I am going to vomit.
The bed always seem so tempting.
I dont listen to that many jokes from my 5b gang anymore.

I myself dun have the mood to think of jokes anymore.
The laughter around me have subsided a little.
Fighting against the desire to sleep even tho have slept much.
Facing stuff in the book that I dun really understand and have to memorise.
Slightly screwed mid terms.
WAT KIND OF LIFE IS THIS?

Due to boredom, I lack the passion to pursue knowledge anymore. Albeit sometimes.
Trying hard to make things go into my brain but it doesnt seem to work.

But at least there are people that share the same sentiments as me.
I am glad I am in love with a gem of a girl.

Monday, March 5, 2007

i tried

I tried to drown my sorrows, but apparently they learnt to swim.

sometimes i miss..

I miss:

-the 29" Wega in my home.

-my bed with a thick and soft yet supportive mattress.

-the air-conditioning in my room.

-the times that i used to swim 20 laps per time.

-the times that i could still hike Gunung Lambak 2 days in 2 times.

-the casual drives around town.

-helping mum do housework.

-driving dad to workplace.

-the times that i used to play futsal almost everyday.

-care free schooldays.

-being more in control of my grades.

-days of less assignments. they assign me to my death. thats why they are called assignments. lol.

-that time when we drove to Danga Bay for the World Cup Final at 11pm,came back the next day at 6am and ate prata for breakfast.

-that time when I hiked Gunung Lambak at 4am (with 2 other freaks :P) in the morning. Found our way to the top only by using torchlight. Sunset was non existant due to the clouds.

-Tangkak beef moodles.

-Fried prawn noodles.

-Chicken rice opposite the temple.

-Mee rebus near my house.

-O Chien with big oysters.