Saturday, March 31, 2007

back at home

These one or two days seem to have lost a bit of the passion (yeah,temporary) and momentum (yeah,gained weight) for studying. Sis and bro at home so decided to go back home.

Left NUS at 530pm and reached home at 1130pm. Yeah,a good 6 hours needed. A few reasons:

1. At the immigration checkpoint I was in the line where 2 lines merged into one lane. Sorta like a bottleneck. So had to wait a long time until it was my turn to get my passport inspected. About 25 minutes at least.

2. The queue for bus 170 was so long at downstairs of the checkpoint. Had to wait for 2 170 buses to be fully loaded and drove off before I had the chance to get onto one. About 20 minutes.

3. Halfway outta JB town we were stopped by people in dark blue uniform. Thought was the cops, but it turned out to be JPJ inspectors making sure that the bus wasnt overloaded and that each passenger had a seat. For a moment I thought the police received a tip-off from someone that one of the passengers in this bus was carrying drugs. A delay of another 15 minutes.

25+20+15=60 minutes. =.=

bought some homework back. Plan to do them at home but it seems like the urge to spend time with sis and bro at home and exercising is overpowering it. Perhaps I should give in once in a while and not face the books everyday.

Plans to go jogging tomorrow morning. Dunno can wake up onot.

Weighed myself with my jeans on and after dinner (a 10pm dinner). it is 79kg now. =.=

Yeah I jus announced my weight to all of cyberspace. Maybe my passport, IC, student pass, matriculation number and bank account password can be traced from this 79kg made known to hackers. Wonder if I am putting myself at risk due to this.

All my EE friends have PE tomorrow. Good luck to all of them. Maybe the Force be with them as they seek a clear mind to think and nimble fingers to type out all the codes and finish of the program tomorrow morning.

Thinking of watching a movie, but it seems like there are no nice ones at the moment.

Sms-ed a friend of mine in Malaysia from Singapore yesterday late at night, kinda pleasantly surprised that she actually took the trouble and money to reply me. XD thanks, Rach...

discussed about some IT stuff with WeiChuan over diner just now. Got to know that Low Yat's Apple store has a prototype IPHONE on display. He was impressed by the way used to zoom into photos (put ur 2 fingers on the screen and open separate them. Kinda cool cos its like digging into sand to search for smaller grains. XD There is also a gaming mouse by Logitech specially designed for CounterStrike players,where each click tells the machine to fire 3 bullets. There is an +- button that lets you adjust the number of bullets fired per click, kinda cool, retails at RM499.

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We are not close like we used to be, now I feel you drifting away from me, even though I try to hide my feelings from you, I think of you every night before I go to sleep. I thought of romantic and special ideas to finally tell you about this one day, but afraid of the fact that you might not like it. I have many things that I wish to do for you, but afraid of the fact that the fact that I love you might become too obvious and jeopardise the friendship we have built over time. I secretly hope in my heart that if I tell you one day about the truth, things between us would be what it used to be even if we did not become an item. Please promise me, for I cherish the friendship too.

If loving you means wishing that you have the best, so if someone, anyone at all captures your heart and attention, I would have heartache but no regrets and no ill feelings for that person, for I know you would be in good care in his hands, for i know that he is the apple of your eye and that it is the best for you.

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so what should I do tomorrow? futsal, jogging, watch movie??????

Monday, March 26, 2007

Things abt me.

[01] I have read a lot of books.
[] I have been on some sort of varsity team.
[02] I have run more than 2 miles without stopping.
[] I have been to Canada.

[] I have been to Europe.
[03] I have watched cartoons for hours.
[04] I have tripped UP the stairs.
[] I have fallen down an entire flight of stairs.
[] I have been snowboarding/skiing.

[05] I have played ping pong.
[06] I swam in the ocean.
[] I have been on a whale watch.
[07] I have seen fireworks.

[] I have seen a shooting star
[] I have seen a meteor shower.
[] I have almost drowned.
[08] I have been so embarrassed I wanted to disappear.

[09] I have listened to one CD over and over and over again.
[] I have had stitches.
[] I have had frostbite.
[] I have licked a frozen pole and got stuck there.
[10] I have stayed up 'til 2 doing homework/projects.(hmm in NUS this is normal)

[] I currently have a job.
[] I have been ice skating.
[] I have been roller blading.
[] I have fallen flat on my face.
[] I have tripped over my own two feet.
[11] I have been in a fist fight.
[12] I have watched the Power Rangers.

[13] I attend Church regularly.
[14] I have played truth or dare.
[15] I have already had my 16th birthday.
[16] I have already had my 17th birthday.
[17] I've called someone stupid.
[18] I've been in a verbal argument.
[19] I've cried in school.
[] I've played basketball on a team.
[] I've played baseball on a team.
[] I've played football on a team.
[20] I've played soccer on a team.
[] I've done cheerleading on a team.
[] I've played softball on a team.
[] I've played volleyball on a team.
[21] I've played tennis on a team.
[] I've been on a track or cross country team.
[22] I've been swimming more than 20 times in my life.
[] I've bungee jumped.

[] I've climbed a rock wall.
[] I've lost more than $20.
[] I've called myself an idiot.
[23] I've called someone else an idiot.
[24] I've cried myself to sleep.
[] I've had (or have) pets.

[] I've owned a Spice Girls CD.
[] I've owned a Britney Spears CD.
[] I've owned an N*Sync CD.
[] I've owned a Backstreet Boys CD.
[] I've mooned someone.
[] I have sworn at someone of authority before.
[25] I've been in the newspaper.
[] I've been on TV.
[] I've been to Hawaii.
[26] I've eaten sushi.
[27] I've been on the other side of a waterfall.
[] I've watched all of the Lord of the Rings movies.
[] I've watched all the Harry Potter movies.
[] I've watched all of the Rocky movies.(though it was a long time ago..)
[] I've watched the 3 stooges.
[28] I've watched "Newlyweds" Nick & Jessica.
[29] I've watched Looney Tunes.
[] I've been stuffed into a locker/I have stuffed others into lockers.

[] I've been called a geek.
[30] I've studied hard for a test and got a bad grade.(sounds familiar?)
[] I've not studied at all for a test and aced it.
[] I've hugged my mom within the past 24 hrs.
[] I've hugged my dad within the past 24 hours.
[31] I've met a celebrity/music artist.
[] I've written poetry.(dont ask me for it... it sucks)
[] I've been arrested.

[] I've been attracted to someone much older than me.
[] I've been tickled till I've cried.
[] I've tickled someone else until they cried.
[32] I've had/have siblings.
[33] I've been to a rock concert.

[] I've listened to classical music and enjoyed it.
[] I've been in a play.
[] I've been picked last in gym class.
[] I've been picked first in gym class.
[] I've been picked in that middle-range in gym class.

[34] I've cried in front of my friends.
[35] I've read a book longer than 1,000 pages.
[] I've played Halo 2.
[36] I've freaked out over a sports game.
[] I've been to Alaska.

[37] I've been to China.
[] I've been to Spain.
[] I've been to Japan.
[] I've had a fight with someone on AIM.
[38] I've had a fight with someone face-to-face.
[39] I've had serious conversations on any IM.

[40] I've forgiven someone who has done something wrong to me.
[41] I've been forgiven.
[] I've screamed at a scary movie.
[] I've cried at a chick flick.
[42] I've watched a lot of action movies.
[43] I've screamed at the top of my lungs.
[] I've been to a rap concert.

[] I've been to a hip hop concert.
[44] I've lived in more than 2 houses.
[45] I've driven on the highway/been on the highway.
[46] I've driven more than 40 miles in a day/been in a car that went more than 40 miles in a day.
[47] I've been in a car accident.

[] I've done drugs.
[48] I've been homesick.
[49] I've thrown up.
[] I've puked on someone.
[50] I've been horseback riding.

[] I've filled out more than 10 myspace/LJ surveys.
[] I've spoken my mind in public.
[51] I've proved someone wrong.
[52] I've been proven wrong by someone.
[] I've broken a leg.

[] I've broken an arm/fingers.
[] I've fallen off a swing.
[] I've swung on a swing for more than 30 minutes straight.
[] I've watched Winnie the Pooh movies.
[53] I've forgotten my backpack when I've gone to school.

[] I've lost my backpack.
[] I've come close to dying.
[54] I've seen someone die.
[55] I've known someone who has died.
[] I've wanted to be an actor/actress at some point.(dont we all?)

[] I've done modeling.
[56] I've forgotten to brush my teeth some mornings.
[57] I've taken something/someone for granted.
[58] I've realized how good my life is.
[59] I've counted my blessings
[60] I've made fun of a classmate.
[] I've been asked out by someone and I said no.

[61] I've slapped someone in the face.
[] I've been skateboarding.
[62] I've been back stabbed by someone I thought was a friend.
[63] I've lied to someone to their face.
[64] I've told a little white lie.

[] I've taken a day off from school just so I don't go insane.
[] I've fainted.
[] I've had an argument with someone about whether cheerleading is a sport or not.
[] I've pushed someone into a pool.
[65] I've been pushed into a pool.

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Yesterday night...

I couldnt sleep, I was thinking about you.

As I lay in my bed, I realised how I missed you.

You make me comfortable when you are here.

You gave me signs that you were coming to me.

I was happy.

At times I could picture how much I love you and how I anticipated your arrival.

But I couldnt sleep...

Also because of you and the things you bring along with you.

Rain oh rain, I have a love-hate relationship with you.