Friday, April 20, 2007
Monday, April 16, 2007
313am
If I am a human, you are like a leaf in the river, sitting on the water, flowing away from me while I am just a bystander. I tried to catch you with open arms but you continue to flow with the stream of water that I simply could not keep up with.
If you were a small tree, I tried and attempted to be the tall tree of the canopies above that shelters you, giving you the space necessary to grow but not suffocating you by depriving you of your sunlight, but you are like the rebellious leaf that refuses to stay attached to its stalk and continues to be blown away from me, while I am just a stationary tree, wanting to shelter you through the challenges that are thrown upon us.
I want you back with me.
I care about you, I sincerely love you, it is just that I dun have the guts to show it out,the debate still rages on in my mind whether to tell you,for fear of spoiling the great relationship between us.
We are not far away from each other but also rather close.
I cannot ask you to come back to me as you are blown away by the wind.
You continue to be blown by the wind, directions undefined, unpredictable and I cannot catch you like I did before.
I am not depressed...I am jus thinking of what might have been between us.
Is it gonna happen some day? I really hope you will give me subtle hints that are obvious only to me. No matter if its gonna happen onot.
-Dear Father in Heaven,I pray that wisdom in handling this delicate situation shall be brought upon me by You and through You, please be the shining light that shows and guides me the way out of all these worries, Lord.. I am surrendering my fate all to You...everything is in Your hands Lord..In Your most Holy Name, Amen!
If you were a small tree, I tried and attempted to be the tall tree of the canopies above that shelters you, giving you the space necessary to grow but not suffocating you by depriving you of your sunlight, but you are like the rebellious leaf that refuses to stay attached to its stalk and continues to be blown away from me, while I am just a stationary tree, wanting to shelter you through the challenges that are thrown upon us.
I want you back with me.
I care about you, I sincerely love you, it is just that I dun have the guts to show it out,the debate still rages on in my mind whether to tell you,for fear of spoiling the great relationship between us.
We are not far away from each other but also rather close.
I cannot ask you to come back to me as you are blown away by the wind.
You continue to be blown by the wind, directions undefined, unpredictable and I cannot catch you like I did before.
I am not depressed...I am jus thinking of what might have been between us.
Is it gonna happen some day? I really hope you will give me subtle hints that are obvious only to me. No matter if its gonna happen onot.
-Dear Father in Heaven,I pray that wisdom in handling this delicate situation shall be brought upon me by You and through You, please be the shining light that shows and guides me the way out of all these worries, Lord.. I am surrendering my fate all to You...everything is in Your hands Lord..In Your most Holy Name, Amen!
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