Friday, June 1, 2007

怎么这样子?

我也不记得我怎么认识了你,我想应该是去年的八九月吧.

我也不知道我们之间会变成这样样子. 

当初我会爱上你,也也没有个绝对的原因.我就是对你有感觉. 

然后我发觉了你的好.

你的可爱 你的做风 你的陶气 你忠诚的友谊 你的弱点 你的声音

你的笑容 你的陪伴..让我觉得好舒服 

当我看见你生病时,我的心含的是对你的爱,对你的关心,感觉的是一阵阵的刺痛.

渐渐的,我们得更要好.

我,也只能站在一旁,看着你对别的男子亲热.

我,也不能做什么.

我不敢向你表白...我怕我们之间的友谊受损,因为我认为你是一为好特别的女生朋友.

渐渐的我对你的爱与日渐深.

我厜入爱河,难以自拔.

以前我只能对我心仪的对象说我"喜欢你" 但我敢拍着胸口大喊"爱你"..

无论我们之间会有怎样的结局我还是会对你说谢谢,因为是你,教了我如何的去爱一个人,包容她的弱点.

我默默祷告一切将会有因有的结局.

Randomly written.....

....Have been listening to Jamie Cullum these few days. Feel that his music is really light and easy. The beat is really fantastic! One particular song, "Mind Trick" always makes me wanna grooooooooooove to the beat. Jamie, you rock!

Played pool with buddies yesterday night, Yahoo! pool that is. Took me quite some time to figure out how to play. Why am i so blur? =.=

Have been going out quite a lot too. In fact I met up with primary school friends, Form 5 friends, Form 6 friends.. realised that many of them changed a lot, some of thm have become pregnant with children already, a few of them are married already, a few of them not studying anymore. Well, there is also this prevalent trend, that is as time goes by, the group of friends we always hang out with currently have the most things in common with ourselves. Despite our differences, I have frens that r still willing to meet up for a cuppa tea and even dinner.... Which can't be a bad thing.

And how about my diet regime? Have been exercising in this trend: 2 days, then rest one day, then 2 days, then rest... it doesnt seem to be so effective. Could it be hiking Gunung Lambak is more effective for me? Could it be that swimming is the best for me? Diet wise I have cut down on the amount of rice in my meals, only have the odd supper once in a while. Have been eating a lotta apples also..in case you guys didnt know, I am a sucker for apples. Red apples, with the skin on. I dunno why I almost never touch them in NUS. =.= I might cease eating apples...if only my family doctor is hot. only lost about 2 kilos max. =.= time to buck up...

Have been posting a lot in the MSL forum lately too. However sometimes I do get a tad annoyed by some of the questions that freshies ask. I mean, some of them should take the initiative and ask the relevant authorities about the very very minute (and most of the time minor) details that they wanna know about. Well, I just have to remind myself I was once like them, who didnt know anything upon setting foot in a foreign land. For most of the cases, I could comprehend their situation as I was once like them before. But my policy remains the same: help them whenever they need help. :)

Drove a lot this holiday. Drove during the trip and also drove to JB, this weekend might be driving again to Kota Tinggi, to attend my cousin's wedding. I havent seen most of them actually..it would be nice to see how they are. Stomach gotta get bloated again...heh. I wish to have a car in Singapore..to drive myself around the island. Would be pretty cool to do that.

Saw a documentary about Einstein..it really showcases what great things mankind can discover. Taught me about the struggles that these people actually went through, their determined belief in the things that they thought they saw, and their sheer willpower and concentration to do so. It was said that Einstein could sit down for days solving complex mathematical problems, sometimes forgetting his meals (which is something I certainly would not do) driven by his passion and instinct that what he believes is correct.

Looking forward to futsal later at 1030pm. Kinda odd time for futsal but hey, its hols and I am supposed to enjoy myself. After taking a break yesterday, it is time to sweat profusely. A friend of mine, an ardent badminton player who got tall by hitting shuttlecocks played futsal for the first time and he says that futsal is far more tiring than badminton. I can lose many litres of fluid as my heart pumps fast as I literally run non stop for an hour. It is indeed demanding physically as good leg strength is also needed to kick the ball hard. So guys, play futsal for a good workout. I am trying to promote the game here. LOL. Might post a few pics of the futsal court in the future.

I am gonna swt, not =.="" , but ... yeah, sweat!

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

A long overdue blog update... *wipes the dust off my blog*

have been reading up on conspiracy theories these few days, i.e things such as people claiming that the 9/11 incident was planned and the US didnt do anything about it and that the lunar landing by man is the century's biggest hoax. I dont really know whether there is anything wrong in reading all these stuff, or whether is it wasting my time (which is in ample abundance anyway), but it all seems interesting to me and kinda logical and convincing when you trace and piece up all the clues presented by the "conspiracists" (at least thats how I call them) one by one and think carefully.

have been going on a diet and exercise plan since I came back from KL. Ran 6km the day before the day before, jogged (again) 4km + 80 situps the next. My back is a bit sore from running and doing sit ups. Maybe I should start swimming now. My swimming mate, Kong isnt back from UK yet until 21st of June. It is one of the reasons I suddenly feel unmotivated to go swimming, sometimes even to the point of loathing it.

just realised my previous 2 paragraphs started with "have been". it wasnt planned, honest.

Thee is a funfair in my hometown. Yeah, in this little quaint hometown of mine. They come annually every CNY but they are here this time of the year. Went there with friends just now. In the end we didnt went for any of the rides or played any of the games there. The ferris wheel was creaking. Many parts were rusting. And all of a sudden merry go rounds, bumper cars look and sound so toddlish to us. A few years ago it was childish. But this year it is toddlish. Cos I am 20 ady maybe. :)

Have been feeling SO SO SO lazy these few days. I am so lazy that I dun even want to put the V for Vendetta DVD into the player to watch it. Lets see if any of you guys can top my laziness. I know one gal is gonna beat me in this; she slept until 5pm in the afternoon. ( I know you will read this! :P )

And it is 4:14am now,I better go doze or else dont have the energy and right mind to swim tomorrow. The pair of new swimming trunks WILL take its maiden hug of my thighs and ass and .. you-know-what. :P