Quoted from a friend's personal message.
every girl is like an angel...
when they find their other half...
their wings break...
and they can never go back to heaven again...
so...
guys..cherish your loved ones..
Saturday, January 20, 2007
Thursday, January 18, 2007
I do feel a sense of beh syok whenever someone jokes or teases me in a way that make me beh syok. If you do not understand me and my beliefs and the real reasons behind what i did, please refrain from teasing me again like that. Since I was in secondary school I have been educated and exposed to those elements by my elder sister. I am perfectly clear about the truth, I know my directions and where I am heading to. And I also do not need unneccessary comments from anyone else to fuel any negative emotions towards you. I do not want to feel that way either. Kinda felt disappointed, but not peeved and not angry with you that you would choose to say something like that. Hmm.... I am not angry with you because the wrath of man wreaks havoc. I choose to forgive you, and subsequently close this chapter.
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Some people are just made to be objects for the opposite gender to throw themselves at. These people can afford to toy and break the hearts of many a someone and still attract the whole town with all their unexplained charm. The whole community/ world would still pin for them, still love them and wishing they could be together with him/her for long periods of time even after witnessing how that guy/girl broke the hearts of their friends. They are always the forgiven ones and people will still love and stick to them like what a bee does to fresh honey. They are the people born with loads of charm ( mostly good looks, some musical talent and a glib tongue + a little bit of pretense (maybe) ) but they fail to protect the hearts of their loved ones ( or that someone that loves him/her dearly. )
While some people, could stare the face of unrequited love bravely and never give up on the one that he/she is interested in. It is mainly because they felt they have met the true love of their lives, they cherish that someone too much and felt that this love was something they had never felt before, something unique, different and yet uncannily familiar. These would probably explained what he/she had done.
I was once part of the community mentioned in the first paragraph. Kinda felt like I was the average Joe who would fall for that Cinderella at the party.
I know I could only be the one that fits the description ( fit to be described in that way) in paragraph 2 for only one time in my life, that solitary time that makes everything worthwhile and sweeter. Have I met her? Is she right in front of my eyes? Or is she someone that I will meet in the future, perhaps a few years/weeks/days from now? I might have a hunch but I will never know for sure till that day really comes. Or has it?
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Dinner tonight: Indon panggang with chicken chop. diet plan: FAILED :(
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Some people are just made to be objects for the opposite gender to throw themselves at. These people can afford to toy and break the hearts of many a someone and still attract the whole town with all their unexplained charm. The whole community/ world would still pin for them, still love them and wishing they could be together with him/her for long periods of time even after witnessing how that guy/girl broke the hearts of their friends. They are always the forgiven ones and people will still love and stick to them like what a bee does to fresh honey. They are the people born with loads of charm ( mostly good looks, some musical talent and a glib tongue + a little bit of pretense (maybe) ) but they fail to protect the hearts of their loved ones ( or that someone that loves him/her dearly. )
While some people, could stare the face of unrequited love bravely and never give up on the one that he/she is interested in. It is mainly because they felt they have met the true love of their lives, they cherish that someone too much and felt that this love was something they had never felt before, something unique, different and yet uncannily familiar. These would probably explained what he/she had done.
I was once part of the community mentioned in the first paragraph. Kinda felt like I was the average Joe who would fall for that Cinderella at the party.
I know I could only be the one that fits the description ( fit to be described in that way) in paragraph 2 for only one time in my life, that solitary time that makes everything worthwhile and sweeter. Have I met her? Is she right in front of my eyes? Or is she someone that I will meet in the future, perhaps a few years/weeks/days from now? I might have a hunch but I will never know for sure till that day really comes. Or has it?
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Dinner tonight: Indon panggang with chicken chop. diet plan: FAILED :(
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
musings of the day
" Worries stem from feelings of uncertainty and the lack of control over something. Sometimes, you worry yourselves too much over something that is born out of your mind and not true. Other times, worries begin from stern observations and prediction of what is going to happen as a result of that, which will ultimately be proven unrealised mostly. We think what other people might think about us. We think about how others would react if we say this or speak that. We also think of what might happen if this had been or had not been done.
To overcome worries, assure yourself that everything would be all right and most of the time it is just our darn imagination.
There seems to be a void in our lives that cant seem to be filled up. Where the void rests might differ according to the invidual but at the end of the day it would be something that we all wish we would have been more in control. "
Ahh back pain. I am not worrying about anything now. It was just something that I thought about from the way back from MPH to my room. And I am in my room now. I dont even know what I am typing. LOL. -scrolls back-..hmm..i think i will just leave it there.
Did the Maths examples from the lecture notes and read up on a bit of EE just now. Attempted EE tuts which is untouched to a large extent by our dear lecturer. It was OK.
Things are going well now, which could be explained by the fact that it is only the second week and tutorials and labs and group projects(!) havent started yet. NUS authorities really should extend the W period to at least about a week before the mid terms to let us really have a taste of whats going on.
Talked to Penny for quite a bit these few days. She is very nice to talk to. Aah the wonders of MSN I know her so much better in just a few days. We chatted a lot about stuffs, and also about the iPod, which I wanted to buy but ultimately didnt. She is kinda happy go lucky I guess...?? That has dusted a bit on me but at the same time I am reminded by my inner self not to be to slack and I cannot afford to let my CAP go down the drain this semester.
Talking about the iPod. Went to the IT coop after lectures today. Was kinda gaga-ish over it these few days but in the end in didnt buy one. I held it in my palm for quite some time. After some serious thinking I was afraid that it might just end up being another impulse purchase of mine. For sure it is a real high quality product and has the novelty factor, but then it might be quite wasteful as I already have a laptop to store my media stuffs (which isnt exactly a lot ya know.). Yea, curbed another impulse purchase! Three cheers to myself. :)
I am also going gaga over Dawn Yeo. www.xanga.com/clapbangkiss is the URL of her blog. Good things must be shared to all people. LOL. Hey girls! There are also pictures of Wentworth Miller on her blog. Dun say I male chauvinist ahh...sexist ahh.. for only sharing things that are only meant for guys here. The music on her blog is also damn nice. I found myself clicking on the refresh button at her page just to listen to that music. NOT to look at her. ;P
Anyway the lyrics make me wanna sing along with the tune. Thanks to dear Yuan Lih, I managed to get the lyrics of the song. It is called Magic In The Air by Badly Drawn Boy. I always thought it was a song by Jamie Cullum.
"We laughed so much, then we cried all night
And you left your shoes in the tree, with me
I'll wear them to your house, tonight
Magic in the air, tonight
Yes, I might just try her
How she made me feel
Today, today, today, feels right
We slept on leaves on my drive, all night
And you gave me no restime
Nothing in this life for me, tonight
But nothing ever seemed so bright
And if you should lose me
You will track me down again
Before the summer ends."
DAMN nice ok! But the "yes i might try her" sounds a bit wrong. LOL..
I am also contemplating a vegetarian diet for the next 7 days to curb my apparent increase in girth. Must stick to it. Dear friends please remind me if I go off track and be a carnivour.
Ahh thats all. Gonna read up more for tomorrow's MLE lectures. Still have to look up on 5 SMEs and their characteristics for my SS. At least I know that if I am constantly kept in touch with all my modules I would not do too badly this sem.
We shall see....we shall see.
Now for some laughs.
Classic.
To overcome worries, assure yourself that everything would be all right and most of the time it is just our darn imagination.
There seems to be a void in our lives that cant seem to be filled up. Where the void rests might differ according to the invidual but at the end of the day it would be something that we all wish we would have been more in control. "
Ahh back pain. I am not worrying about anything now. It was just something that I thought about from the way back from MPH to my room. And I am in my room now. I dont even know what I am typing. LOL. -scrolls back-..hmm..i think i will just leave it there.
Did the Maths examples from the lecture notes and read up on a bit of EE just now. Attempted EE tuts which is untouched to a large extent by our dear lecturer. It was OK.
Things are going well now, which could be explained by the fact that it is only the second week and tutorials and labs and group projects(!) havent started yet. NUS authorities really should extend the W period to at least about a week before the mid terms to let us really have a taste of whats going on.
Talked to Penny for quite a bit these few days. She is very nice to talk to. Aah the wonders of MSN I know her so much better in just a few days. We chatted a lot about stuffs, and also about the iPod, which I wanted to buy but ultimately didnt. She is kinda happy go lucky I guess...?? That has dusted a bit on me but at the same time I am reminded by my inner self not to be to slack and I cannot afford to let my CAP go down the drain this semester.
Talking about the iPod. Went to the IT coop after lectures today. Was kinda gaga-ish over it these few days but in the end in didnt buy one. I held it in my palm for quite some time. After some serious thinking I was afraid that it might just end up being another impulse purchase of mine. For sure it is a real high quality product and has the novelty factor, but then it might be quite wasteful as I already have a laptop to store my media stuffs (which isnt exactly a lot ya know.). Yea, curbed another impulse purchase! Three cheers to myself. :)
I am also going gaga over Dawn Yeo. www.xanga.com/clapbangkiss is the URL of her blog. Good things must be shared to all people. LOL. Hey girls! There are also pictures of Wentworth Miller on her blog. Dun say I male chauvinist ahh...sexist ahh.. for only sharing things that are only meant for guys here. The music on her blog is also damn nice. I found myself clicking on the refresh button at her page just to listen to that music. NOT to look at her. ;P
Anyway the lyrics make me wanna sing along with the tune. Thanks to dear Yuan Lih, I managed to get the lyrics of the song. It is called Magic In The Air by Badly Drawn Boy. I always thought it was a song by Jamie Cullum.
"We laughed so much, then we cried all night
And you left your shoes in the tree, with me
I'll wear them to your house, tonight
Magic in the air, tonight
Yes, I might just try her
How she made me feel
Today, today, today, feels right
We slept on leaves on my drive, all night
And you gave me no restime
Nothing in this life for me, tonight
But nothing ever seemed so bright
And if you should lose me
You will track me down again
Before the summer ends."
DAMN nice ok! But the "yes i might try her" sounds a bit wrong. LOL..
I am also contemplating a vegetarian diet for the next 7 days to curb my apparent increase in girth. Must stick to it. Dear friends please remind me if I go off track and be a carnivour.
Ahh thats all. Gonna read up more for tomorrow's MLE lectures. Still have to look up on 5 SMEs and their characteristics for my SS. At least I know that if I am constantly kept in touch with all my modules I would not do too badly this sem.
We shall see....we shall see.
Now for some laughs.
Classic.
just ... a :)
I cannot comprehend.
Mum's Ca-125 reading is only 2.5 out of the normal level, which is 35.0.
Dad told me that he feels like a normal person now.
I am blessed beyond words.
Big thank you for all of you who have said prayers for me.
Also wanna thank God.
Love you all. ;p
Mum's Ca-125 reading is only 2.5 out of the normal level, which is 35.0.
Dad told me that he feels like a normal person now.
I am blessed beyond words.
Big thank you for all of you who have said prayers for me.
Also wanna thank God.
Love you all. ;p
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
this modern society.
OLD NEWS FROM 13TH JANUARY.
Schoolgirls competing to be No.1 in sex game
Other News & Views
A GROUP of female students in a secondary school in Johor Baru are said to be competing among themselves to be the one with the highest number of one-night stands, Nanyang Siang Pau reported.
Each of the 10 students in the group, aged between 13 and 15 years old, would fork out between RM50 and RM100 to be in the game.
The student with the highest number of sex partners within a month would get a “reward”, which ranged from between RM500 and RM1,000, said the report.
Usually, a student would need between 13 and 15 sex partners to claim the “reward”.
It was learnt that the school had expelled some students involved in the activity, but the report added that it was still going on.
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This is wat happens when you spend too much time at work, looking for money, and then you got the ONS (One Nite Stand) daughters taking your money to "be in the game."
Schoolgirls competing to be No.1 in sex game
Other News & Views
A GROUP of female students in a secondary school in Johor Baru are said to be competing among themselves to be the one with the highest number of one-night stands, Nanyang Siang Pau reported.
Each of the 10 students in the group, aged between 13 and 15 years old, would fork out between RM50 and RM100 to be in the game.
The student with the highest number of sex partners within a month would get a “reward”, which ranged from between RM500 and RM1,000, said the report.
Usually, a student would need between 13 and 15 sex partners to claim the “reward”.
It was learnt that the school had expelled some students involved in the activity, but the report added that it was still going on.
~
This is wat happens when you spend too much time at work, looking for money, and then you got the ONS (One Nite Stand) daughters taking your money to "be in the game."
Monday, January 15, 2007
Sunday, January 14, 2007
Good Friday...good ma..
I do not like to brag about myself. I am not a good samaritan, nor am I a noble person.
I took advantage of dad's previledges to take a 20% discount in buying books. (as in, 20% of the original price of the books can be claimed from the government.)
That day I was buying MLE textbook. Together with me were my ME friends.
Suddenly I remembered what James said about their financial situation that day on the car while we were in KL, back from John's house.
I volunteered to help alleviate their financial concerns by placing all the books in one bill so that all of us could get the 20% discount.
The exchange rate isn't doing any of us any favours.
This wasn't me in the past. I wasn't so helpful in the past. I wouldn't have thought of helping people like that. I wouldn't be that aware.
I am aware of the fact that I am in a previledged position to be able to help others. The gift of giving is the best. To be able to give is in itself a great blessing.
Moral of this incident is to help people in need while we can.
That made my day. :)
I took advantage of dad's previledges to take a 20% discount in buying books. (as in, 20% of the original price of the books can be claimed from the government.)
That day I was buying MLE textbook. Together with me were my ME friends.
Suddenly I remembered what James said about their financial situation that day on the car while we were in KL, back from John's house.
I volunteered to help alleviate their financial concerns by placing all the books in one bill so that all of us could get the 20% discount.
The exchange rate isn't doing any of us any favours.
This wasn't me in the past. I wasn't so helpful in the past. I wouldn't have thought of helping people like that. I wouldn't be that aware.
I am aware of the fact that I am in a previledged position to be able to help others. The gift of giving is the best. To be able to give is in itself a great blessing.
Moral of this incident is to help people in need while we can.
That made my day. :)
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