musings of the day

" Worries stem from feelings of uncertainty and the lack of control over something. Sometimes, you worry yourselves too much over something that is born out of your mind and not true. Other times, worries begin from stern observations and prediction of what is going to happen as a result of that, which will ultimately be proven unrealised mostly. We think what other people might think about us. We think about how others would react if we say this or speak that. We also think of what might happen if this had been or had not been done.

To overcome worries, assure yourself that everything would be all right and most of the time it is just our darn imagination.

There seems to be a void in our lives that cant seem to be filled up. Where the void rests might differ according to the invidual but at the end of the day it would be something that we all wish we would have been more in control. "

Ahh back pain. I am not worrying about anything now. It was just something that I thought about from the way back from MPH to my room. And I am in my room now. I dont even know what I am typing. LOL. -scrolls back-..hmm..i think i will just leave it there.

Did the Maths examples from the lecture notes and read up on a bit of EE just now. Attempted EE tuts which is untouched to a large extent by our dear lecturer. It was OK.

Things are going well now, which could be explained by the fact that it is only the second week and tutorials and labs and group projects(!) havent started yet. NUS authorities really should extend the W period to at least about a week before the mid terms to let us really have a taste of whats going on.

Talked to Penny for quite a bit these few days. She is very nice to talk to. Aah the wonders of MSN I know her so much better in just a few days. We chatted a lot about stuffs, and also about the iPod, which I wanted to buy but ultimately didnt. She is kinda happy go lucky I guess...?? That has dusted a bit on me but at the same time I am reminded by my inner self not to be to slack and I cannot afford to let my CAP go down the drain this semester.

Talking about the iPod. Went to the IT coop after lectures today. Was kinda gaga-ish over it these few days but in the end in didnt buy one. I held it in my palm for quite some time. After some serious thinking I was afraid that it might just end up being another impulse purchase of mine. For sure it is a real high quality product and has the novelty factor, but then it might be quite wasteful as I already have a laptop to store my media stuffs (which isnt exactly a lot ya know.). Yea, curbed another impulse purchase! Three cheers to myself. :)

I am also going gaga over Dawn Yeo. www.xanga.com/clapbangkiss is the URL of her blog. Good things must be shared to all people. LOL. Hey girls! There are also pictures of Wentworth Miller on her blog. Dun say I male chauvinist ahh...sexist ahh.. for only sharing things that are only meant for guys here. The music on her blog is also damn nice. I found myself clicking on the refresh button at her page just to listen to that music. NOT to look at her. ;P

Anyway the lyrics make me wanna sing along with the tune. Thanks to dear Yuan Lih, I managed to get the lyrics of the song. It is called Magic In The Air by Badly Drawn Boy. I always thought it was a song by Jamie Cullum.

"We laughed so much, then we cried all night
And you left your shoes in the tree, with me
I'll wear them to your house, tonight
Magic in the air, tonight

Yes, I might just try her
How she made me feel
Today, today, today, feels right

We slept on leaves on my drive, all night
And you gave me no restime
Nothing in this life for me, tonight
But nothing ever seemed so bright

And if you should lose me
You will track me down again
Before the summer ends."

DAMN nice ok! But the "yes i might try her" sounds a bit wrong. LOL..

I am also contemplating a vegetarian diet for the next 7 days to curb my apparent increase in girth. Must stick to it. Dear friends please remind me if I go off track and be a carnivour.

Ahh thats all. Gonna read up more for tomorrow's MLE lectures. Still have to look up on 5 SMEs and their characteristics for my SS. At least I know that if I am constantly kept in touch with all my modules I would not do too badly this sem.

We shall see....we shall see.

Now for some laughs.



Classic.