McThoughts

Here i am at McD's after discussing CTW assignment. finished our writing for recommendations just now.

Head is spinning due to a lack of sleep. I guess I have been awake for too many hours for consecutive days.

Kinda felt out of touch these few days.
It is as if 5b gathering only happens once in a blue moon.
Everyone is so busy.
Everyone is busy transforming from their cocoon into nerds.
And yes that includes me.
But the whole 5b gang seems to be putting on a disappearing act.
Most of them are busy. Programming, CTW...
I think I am going kinda insane alone , studying in my room.
Its not like I am not taking it easy, its not like I do not know how to relax, but when I am too cooped up in a small space of 9 meters squared for long periods of time, I just cant stand it.
Everywhere I look I see the 4 walls and the same old boring bookshelf in front of me. When I see books, I feel like I am going to vomit.
The bed always seem so tempting.
I dont listen to that many jokes from my 5b gang anymore.

I myself dun have the mood to think of jokes anymore.
The laughter around me have subsided a little.
Fighting against the desire to sleep even tho have slept much.
Facing stuff in the book that I dun really understand and have to memorise.
Slightly screwed mid terms.
WAT KIND OF LIFE IS THIS?

Due to boredom, I lack the passion to pursue knowledge anymore. Albeit sometimes.
Trying hard to make things go into my brain but it doesnt seem to work.

But at least there are people that share the same sentiments as me.