appalled

what makes a person feel insecure?

when they are placed in an environment since young where others around them are trying their best to outdo each other in a public beauty competition. when the wave sweeps by, more people are are sucked into a whirlpool of make ups and short skirts, all in a bid to outdo each other and stand out from the crowd. yes, that (the culture, not the short skirts and make ups) applies to many guys too.

I am sick of it when i see most of the people i see everyday (NOT those always ard me), the things they do to gain social acceptance...

Glad to know that most of my malaysian female friends arent like them. you gals rock. really. :)

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Malaysian public transport system sucks.

Bought a ticket for thr 1230 bus to go JB. I boarded the bus at 1230 exactly because I left home kinda late (slack). To my horror, all seats were occupied. The stupid ticket seller sold 2 tickets for the same seat number. Cant even handle a simple job of selling 24 seats per bus. Was so pissed off abt it at that time... Bah..

Had to wait till 130pm for my bus to go JB. The bus for 130pm awas also full.. other companies' one also full... (JB so popular meh? Whats there? =.=) Guess hw the problem was settled?

Me: Bang, aku mesti pergi JB hari ni la bang..

Person in charge (PIC) : Tak pe, tak de tempat, saya akan buat kasi ada tempat...nanti dorang datang (points at the single seat behind the driver) aku akan cakap pade dia sudah cancel..

like, wth? altho it will be me who benefits in this situation, i was extremely appalled by the manner this whole situation is handled. cancel? can simply say cncel one meh? =.=""

must remind myself nt to take Johor Super again...

on a lighter note, i feel stark difference in atmosphere the moment i step into singapore from jb. In JB the whole town is like so huru hara. Back in sg its like so systematic.

u can feel the aura.

in JB he aura comes to you from all directions, random directions and in all forms. in Singapore it comes to u in the form of straight lines with an uniform gradient.

on a lighter note had a damn nice buffet jus now. Until nw still damn full. cheese baked oysters as big as my palm. nice salmon. american brownies, ice cream, sashimi...choc fondue.. lol..

diet plan FAILED T_T